I really need to get on here more. But I’ve had like no time between doctor appointments and work and trying to figure out what to do about school There is just no time to be on here which I hate as I love this site. I will start making an effort to get on more.
I really hate that I’ve been having a bunch of dreams where I hurt myself and stuff. It’s horrible. I hate waking up wondering why I’m not bleeding or dead. My boyfriend really needs to live out here so that I can see him. Or I just need to live in the UK with him.